how stupid i was to not even let this cross my mind! of course she didn't... do what i thought she did. it was me totally me! apart from blaming myself (which i did) that still counted for stalking... in a way. oh well i won't ever be such a fool again. God, such a trouble i am!

i'm sorry, especially without realising i was the culprit myself. i really am sorry...

i've been thinking recently. you are right we all knew it would happen sooner or later didn't we? i don't know about you but i did... but i never thought it'd be this bad.

so as i said, we all have to get on with it whatever happens because c'est la vie.